Spring is fast approaching!

Two cycles have come and gone since my last appointment with the RE.

Only 2 more until my so-called 'deadline' of spring before going back and starting treatments.

At this point in time I can see myself making excuses come two months from now and saying "let's just give it a little bit longer". Part of me wants to move forward and try something else because obviously 2.5 years of baby-making sex hasn't given any positive results (other than a lot of sex). The other part of me is scared to death of trying IF treatments.

I don't want to start taking drugs and constantly be going to appointments. I have never been an advocate for medicating. My family doctor was never one to push prescriptions on me if I went in with a complaint. Having said that, I am willing to take the meds if that is what it takes to give me a baby.

The problem is, it's expensive and it's not a guarantee. What if it doesn't work? What then. I'm scared to death of getting to the point where I give up. My perfect little plan (and I am a planner) may not end up 'perfect'.

What does my new plan look like? What does plan B look like?

I don't know.